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1.
I caught you, you’re chasing my shadow Walking through streets that you don’t even really know You left without even saying goodbye I always understood why but right now I don’t care; I need you in my life My puppet on strings please answer me Please don’t ignore me You make me feel so happy. I am pathetic I gave into your letters It won’t make you mine forever I should have tried harder.
2.
Errors 02:00
These are my errors These past mistakes which I refuse to live again I wrote this letter From the darkest corners in my head On the palm of my hand So I could never forget That I ruin my vocal chords while I listen to the band sing the chords of regret Overcast, a lost sign of hope Dylan bring your weather man Because today the wind won’t blow I’ve let too much go Always feeling like I don’t fit in Suffering from a walking death To afraid to let anybody in I’m trying to escape So sick to my stomach, dwelling on the past I’m driving fast down a dark path They’re hoping I’ll forget You need to know I lost direction when my heart lost reason I speak before I think Words which leave me empty and alone They tell me what you’re feeling Will slowly drive you mad I checked out a long- time-ago And so this letter goes…
3.
Zodiac Signs 00:58
Hey there numbness How I’ve missed you so Another day, another night You will hide me from being alone It’s three in the morning and I have lost all self control Because you have no idea what it is like to be alone Believe me I know This dream has become a nightmare You know that something isn’t right here And I can’t wait until your life goes to hell For all the heartache and all those sleepless nights Where I felt alone under these glaring lights When I took your word for every lie you told A thief in the night you’re a heartless soul Holding on, you’re throwing your life away Letting go, you’re setting it free.
4.
The world has given up on me, just as I have given up on you You’re just like the rest, nothing special and nothing new I hate thinking about you I’m honestly not the poetic type I just have a lot to say If it aches and it breaks, and it loves and it hates Lesson learned time wasted with you All the shit you put me through This seems harder for me than it did for you It’s because I left my heart wide open Open to abuse You say you’ve got scars Well I’ve got some too The only difference is, mine are from you Well I just hate the way you say my name I hate that I take all the blame She’ll fill the void you never did When I gave you all I could give This is the end result.
5.
Is it that hard to admit you’re wrong? You paint a pretty, pretty messy picture Trying to build some clout But I am on to you, I see right through The verdict is in, the jury is hung You’re a stone throw away from the chopping block Was it worth it and was it what you want? All for twisted smiles and bitter thoughts You left me thinking nothing could ever happen But your vanity is what sets you apart “It’s no one’s fault it never happened.” It’s with your faults I’ll break you apart It’s hard You have more excuses than a city has rats The lies that just roll off your back Silence is your only defense, your only comeback Put on my best suit While I whistle a sharp tune Death and I are digging deeper and deeper a hole just for you What’s the point of having eyes if you can’t see what you did to me? When you left me on a plane on this runway Are you happy that you got your way? I’m left with my thoughts, like a clock stuck in my head That goes tick…tick…tick… Your faults run deeper than your eyes can see You are so predictable Just like an earthquake you destroy anything and everything You are so unpredictable Just like a hurricane you are far and few between.
6.
Caffeinated Blues Walking in a daze Circling around the room I’ve been pacing My body is aching Sweat is dripping And my blood is racing Let’s talk about the elephant in this room Caffeinated Blues If you don’t mind me I’m going straight to the moon to find some solitude It might upset my room Don’t look up to me Until you realize We are nothing alike.
7.
Regressed 01:12
All I wanted was some reassurance Just a notion I wasn’t floating through a whirlwind of emotions It reads all over your face and… Your body language is off today Giving up never looked so beautiful Nervous wreck you have that effect Heavy breathing, you melt my composure I can’t keep it together You’re under my skin and I’m letting you in Then you strike the source Baby I’m the ground and it’s starting to shake I’m a piano ready to break Hurry quickly Let’s jump this ship You’re cutting chords and pulling strings Now the piano keys are a bit too sharp They’re cutting straight to my heart Once out of tune it can’t ever sound the same They don’t make medicine for a broken heart I’m over the past, it’s obvious to tell By now it feels like second nature Trying too hard to let this show You smile, you already know.
8.
Fool's Gold 02:16
Way west of the Mississippi Where fog takes a hold and miners dig for gold Is an empty promise this city holds So stop the press, I’ve been lied to Your headline reads… ”Breaking News” Love will always forget about you It’s left me dreaming that one day you will need me But my heart sunk towards the bottom of the bay Now we can dance instead of race To the dying pulse of what eroded away Look in a mirror I see a friendly face I tell myself that I am okay You can’t see inside but it feels like I’m dying I’m too poor even for a miracle Please stop this downward spiral Instead I rely on bad luck and sad songs to get me through these days I will be the one you see, always perfecting being lonely I asked you to help me But you sold love to me Like stars too far to see It was never meant to be Now I’m stuck trying to comprehend I’m stuck in this tunnel, another dead end I gambled with this game and it seemed like I won But nothing is ever won when you’re fooled by love When forever is finally through I’ll be over, over you.
9.
I’ve got nothing to lose… It’s over foggy ocean haze that I can finally see How I can’t see anything I fold my arms and drop my head to my knees Then I scream and I scream I’ve been a wreck these past few years It’s wearing me down; it’s breaking me down It’s killing me I feel it weighing down so heavily The view takes my mind off my depression and anxiety Take this burden away, oh please hurry I pray to god to help mend this void When it comes to saving, unfortunately he forgot me Not loved, no one cares I would be lying to say the words never crossed me You can’t understand me “Leave him alone”, just “Leave him home.” Wish you could have been there to comfort me Family disconnected emotionally I’m trying to be what my father never taught me As the sun sets west My heart drops further down my chest It’s so exhausting My past is haunting and I’ve never had the chance to fight back Son you’re swinging for the fences They counted you out before you even began When the sun rises east I wonder if there are others like me Although I’ve never complained There is only so much my body can take But when I’m sitting out here The wind makes my hair stand on end and I lose all fear When I get closer, it seems farther Sitting up here the view is no longer clear I wouldn’t take a single word back I envy other people’s courage Scared I’ll never live up to my own expectations Scared people won’t like me for who I am I lack self-esteem I hide behind my own words I’m going through the motions without any emotions I just wish I had someone to love Then they would be forced to let me open up It’s a funny to think that love has this power I let true love slip away but I won’t let it again I’ve been trying everything to find my stability for the last five years Maybe I’ve had it wrong this whole time inside my head Now I stare out through darkness, through moving lights It’s time to realize, love is an act of bravado Through it all only one thing has kept me in tact The beating never stops; it never lets me give up I can feel it on the tip of my ears It starts to pound faster, to beat of the drums As light creeps over my head The sun finally comes back up I ask myself how I will get though the day I’m asking for a second chance A chance to pick myself up All I have ever needed is myself and a beating heart Nothing else But the beating of my heart I’ve failed me.

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"Errors" was released on Creator-Destructor Records, March 1st 2011. You can find the vinyl release of "Errors" at www.creator-destructor.com/store.php or you can buy all of "Errors" 9 tracks in digital format at our Bandcamp.
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released March 1, 2011

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